Saturday, September 6, 2008

who I am hates who ive been...

heyy all..
been listenin to some old songs i used to listen to waay back
and the first song that hit me so hard that i fell off my chair is this..
Who I Am Hates Who I Have Been by Relient K...

Relient K is a christian punk/alternative rock band...
yeah a CHRISTIAN band dat aint half bad ^^!..
ive been listenin to a few of their songs and yeah,
gonna hear lots more of em from me heh..

their songs are also very...meaningful and sentimental...
like this one..
well...honestly, i donno hw to describe this song but i could sooo relate to it..
like the sayin goes..Music is stronger than words xP
oooohkay maybe i made dat up but its true!

enjoy...

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together,I would watch me fall apart
.And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2][Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.


Who I AM HATES Who I've Been....